Just checked the source code, there's no video on the website! But the downloadable mp4 still works :)

P.S. My main drawing pencil just miiight be getting a little too small to draw? I keep using it but does the way I grip it give me any bad drawing habits? How small do you think the pencil should be before you part with it?

Heh, guess I should thank my crusty photo setup for this, it gives my drawings more character. You're doing good on the tapered strokes ,although I feel like you darken some lines too much and they start competing for attention with each other! I'd honestly advise you to draw with a lighter sharp-tipped pencil (or pen) for a while and see how you like it. But it's up to you! Have fun drawing Pedro :)

Heya Pedro! I'm not going to give you resources or advice in your draftsmanship or anything. Most commenters already gave you solid advice but I have something else I want to mention. What if when you finally get good enough to draw the things you want to you'll still have those feelings of things "not looking good enough"? This is a problem you'll face throughout many years, especially if you want to grow artistically! You will be out of your comfort zone because you will constantly be growing if you have that critical eye in ya! This feeling of inadequacy is something you actually have to make peace with, it's not just going away. And it's going to sprout legs and kick you with em like a high school bully, but it doesn't have to be like that! That's a part of you mind you, if you try to suspend it or push it back it's just going to punch you in the face. The key is to establish boundaries because you'll actually benefit from getting a kicking once in a while, but not to the point where it actually hurts your motivation and enjoyment of the process and the result. You'll start burning out! Now that feeling of being limited on time and your "slow" progress by doing one thing over and over again is going to push you to the limit! And drawing through it might not be the perfect solution. If you treat this as a job, don't! Because when you're good enough you'll be lucky to draw the things you like as a job, don't you think you might start burning out on the things you actually love? Ideally you want to not think of your job as well... job. The most important thing is having fulfillment from the experience itself! Not even the final product! And yes, this is an actual skill, you can enjoy it more I'm sure! The key is asking yourself why do you not enjoy certain things and when have you ever enjoyed them or will you ever enjoy them at all? All you have to do is giving yourself some attention, your thoughts and feelings. Especially when you can get to the specifics, you'll start understanding the most important things about YOUR experience! You are the one who's goal was set to study art! This Marco-guy and Stan-boy and StevenZ can't give you a key to your own personal judgment, to the way your brain is suited to train or comprehend things! You have to start learning to become your own best mentor (It's not literal I'll elaborate on that). I know it sounds hard, and some people are going to struggle with this but that's the truth. You will be learning from various sources and it's going to be up to you to make your own decisions of how you interpret and incorporate the information you are given. Through practice and observation and analysis of information try to understand why are you doing what you're doing. And some of those insights might come years after those practices! How do you deal with that?! The best way in my opinion is to actually investigate as many resources as possible when you're studying, because some may not give any reason of why you're doing what you're doing and some may. And some may contain opposite information! In any case, you'll have to find your own way while absorbing tutelage of others. Let me tell ya something. I'm here because I know exactly what I need to get better at, and step by step the area I focus on improves. It's hard to see at times but it does. Your leaps might not be vast but wait a little and you'll notice how much better it really is. As many noted, two years is really not a lot in art. It can be a grind. And if you're tired of exercise and you know you're at your limit then stop. You can come back later, you might deal with getting rusty in a few places but what's more important is that you. do. not. burn. out. It is an actual injury, a mental one. Again, enjoy the process of drawing, make it excite you. You may actually learn more by doing less because you're invested! And remember, things that are most fulfilling are often difficult and you have to push through internally to get to them. If you run in place you may find it boring eventually (unless you really like it :)). In the end you'll have to balance enjoying the process, getting out of your comfort zone to reach for something greater, knowing your limits, chopping bigger goals into smaller goals, absorbing and analyzing information and drawing funny faces (mandatory). Hope that was helpful, but what do I really know I'm just a clown :0)

Ducky!