The first few months were fantastic for me in terms of consistency, I was able to sit down every day and draw for at least over 30 minutes even on days that I work. But as the months rolled on I started to feel as if it was getting easier and easier to ignore that reminder on my phone to sit down and draw. I'm on the part of the figure drawing course right now for mannequinization, and with how many days I've decided to either not draw or draw outside of my related studies, I've been on this one for like, at least a month now, lol. I think I really should move on with the next steps in the lesson, even if I don't fully grasp how to do GOOD mannequinizations, just because when I try to continue that lesson I draw about 1 drawing and then all the energy is just sapped out of my body just like that. I wish I could just be locked in a white room and be forced to sit in there until I become a master at it but I can't, so,