Today I want to really get this thing off my head is that don't know why but I feel disconnected with people who are not artist like only artists could be my friend and not not- artist people like we artist are totally and totally different species than them is it only me or any of you guys feels disconnected from non-artist people like only want to hang out with artist and not Not-artist people why do we feel like we artist are totally different from the rest of the world and I feel because of this we artist don't get to have not-artist friends and including me I always struggle with not-artist people like they can't be my friends only artists could and always many times I have skipped my not-artist friend on top of artist and because this I always struggled in relationships with not-artist people and I always desired to have a bond and friendships with not-artist people but these thoughts in mind always gave me conflict and then it gets so fuckin heavy on mind that's it so fuckin stressful and I do not like it!!!!!! at all