Hello, I have just graduated from high school, and I decided that I am not going to an art school because it is just too expensive for me and my family. In addition, I am one of those people who believe that there are better alternatives for art schools, such as online programs, workshops, and more. That being said, I have been drawing for five years already and took a 1 year break from art recently, and I want to keep on my journey as an artist, but I have a problem, I am feeling very lost and demotivated with my art journey overall because I don't know how or what to approach with my art, as well as I don't know how to deal with the emotional part with my art. Just for reference here are some drawings I have done: